Residential school survivors event draws thousands in Edmonton

Peggy Richardson has been keeping a secret for 50 years.

"When I went to residential school, we were told not to tattle," said Richardson.

Her secret is something that happened to herwhile she was a student at aresidential school in Inuvik.

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"I didn't want my parents to know what I went through fearing that they may do something about it and I didn't want to burden them."

Today she will recount that experiencefor the first time as a participant at a sharing panel during the final national event of the Truth and Reconciliation Commission (TRC) in Edmonton.

Thousands are expected to gatherat the Shaw Conference Centrefor the four-day event that will include statement gathering, traditional ceremonies, sharing circles, performances, art displays and film screenings.

Commission's heard from thousands

The commission was established as a part of the Indian residential school settlement to document the history of residential schools and tocreate greater public awareness.

"I think it will be a long, slow process but I think it has begun," saysMarie Wilson,one of the three commissioners.

Wilson and says she is optimistic by the number of students who come to these events to learn the history.

"It is transformational. And for those people to be moved and shifted even a little bit allows them to think in a new way about how they talk to and about other people"

In the last four years, the commission has held events in Winnipeg, Vancouver, Halifax, Saskatoon, Inuvik and Montreal.

Justice Murray Sinclair, chairmanof the Truth and Reconciliation Commission, says although they have been recording the truth, there are still many questions to be answered.

"At this national event and throughout the dialogue forums we're going to be holding over the last year of our mandate, the question we're going to pose to all people will be, what do you think we should do about this? How should we fix this relationship?"

It's estimated that around 80,000 former residential school students are still aliveand during the past four years, thousands have given statements both publicly and privately to the commission.

The commission's goal of completing an accurate historical record of residential schools has been hampered by ongoing litigation with the government over the release of documents relating to abuse at the schools.

"Atfirst it was a very emotional trying experience." saysEric Large. He is a health worker, but also a survivor.He has attended nearly all of the eventsto offer support and encouragement.

"If you are holding it,you are harming yourself personally. You need to deal with it because without realizing it, you are affecting your family and the people around you."

'I can feel their pain'

Irvin Beaver organized a trip for over 50 survivors from his community, Big Stone Cree Nation in northern Alberta. He hopes their experience here this week willhelp them heal.

"I can feel their pain, feel their stories and what our people went through and how they managed to survive today with what they had when they came out of the residential school."

Adelarde Beaver is one of them. He was taken from his family at the age of five and attended residential school for over a decade.

The government wanted to take the Indian out of us ... and they never got the Indian out of me, said Beaver.

Saskatchewan survivor Fred Sasakamoose, who was the first First Nation player in the NHL, will drop the puck at the Edmonton Oilersgame on Sunday.Asani, an award-winning aboriginal trio, will perform the national anthem at the game.

The commission's mandate was recently extended until June 30, 2015, when it will deliver a final report.