Canadian veteran walking from Prince George to Victoria to seek support for PTSD sufferers

A Canadian veteran is logging thousands of kilometres on Prince George'sstreets as he trains for a solo walk to the B.C. Legislature on behalf of soldiers and first responders with PTSDor post traumatic stress disorder.

But Robert Gagnon would rather keep walking in silence, than talk about his own trauma.

"We have to live with this [trauma] stuff every day," said Gagnon, aformer corporal with the Canadian Armed Forceswho now works as a prison guard in Prince George.

"There's so many people who never, ever talk about it.There is that mentality that [you just] pull up the boot straps and suck it in. That you don't ever want to showweakness, becausethey want the strongest and the fiercest."

'Walking releases a lot of things inside of me'

But Gagnonbelieves that expectation isslowly changing for soldiers and first responders.

And his own life is also changing, as he spends hours each day on training walks, striding along in heavy hiking boots with a backpack.

Gagnon said until recently he was consumed withanger and was easilytriggered by loud noises and big crowds.

"Walkingreleases a lot of things inside me, [from] my ownPTSDexperiences," said Gagnon."Sometimes I'll laugh, sometimes I'll cry. I listen towhat'sin the bush.I listen to my own thoughts."

But Gagnon said it's the plight of others with PTSD that keeps him going.

"A buddy of mine who served in Bosnia, he's had some real powerful struggles in his life. I have friends who are fireman, ambulanceattendants,RCMPmembers, correctional officers.

"Some of the stories I've heard from them are just absolutely mind blowingand mind numbing. You can see it in people'seyes the blank stare.It's what gets me up at 0400 hours to get my butt out on the road and start moving."

'He's conquering this...'

On June 28, Gagnon will set out from the Prince George cenotaph on a solo walk to the B.C. Legislature, in hopes of explaining the PTSD problem tothe premier.

On Canada Day, he plansto marchthrough Quesnel with local veterans by his side.

"I admire him greatly," said Joe Elliott, the Legion's operational special section representative for the BC/Yukon, who works to supportveterans with PTSD.

Elliott said there is littlerecognition and few treatment options in northern B.C and across Canada to help veterans and soldiers with PTSD.

"It's a huge problem.His personal journey will highlight the needs for more support and recognition," said Elliott,"And it will show how he's conquering this."

Gagnon'swalk aims to raisemoney for aKamloopstherapeutic ranch and aQuesnelhorse farm that help veterans and first responders withPTSD.