Calgary Pride Parade's grand marshal opens up about her coming out in the 1960s

Lois Szabo was 28 when she told her husband,Les,she was a lesbian.

It was 1964, and Szabosat down with her best friend and spouse of 10 yearsto tell him she had fallen in love with a woman.

"His response was, 'Well, you're a good wife.You're a good mother.You're a good homemaker.And that's the most important thing is the home and the children," said Szabo.

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She and Les agreed that theirfamily andtwo kids came first, so they kept their marriage intact.

Szabo knowsshe was lucky to have that mutual understanding with Lesin that era.

"Because a couple across the street, [the wife]came out to her husband, and he immediately had her committed for I think she was sixweeks in the hospital," Szabo recalled.

"Then she came home promising never, ever, ever to go that route again. And then a month or two later, she did, and he caught her, and he took the children away from her," Szabo said.

Szabo has had four long-term relationships with women over the years: a12-year partnership, twofive-year-long relationshipsand a recent girlfriend of 23 years allwhile married to her husband of more than 60 years.

She gave Les her blessing to leave, and the two had regular conversations about whether to separate.

He had other relationships too. But he didn't want to end things. Neither did she.

"I said to a couple of the women who wanted me to leave, I told them right at the beginning, 'I had a relationship.I have a family, and I had those before you, and they take priority.And if that's not okay,then we have to end here,'" saidSzabo.

Creating asafe space for gays

In 1967, Szabo became involved with a group of gay menlooking for a safe space to socialize in Calgary.

There was a mixed gay and straight discoclub called 1207on First Street S.W., but the gay community was boycotting it.

The owner was selling tickets to straight people to "watch the queers dance," Szabo explained.

Szabo said the boycott worked.The owner went bankrupt, and she and her friends wereable to take over the lease and open Club Carousel in its place.

It was an officialprivate membership club, chartered under the Provincial Societies Act.

"As far as I know we were the first one in Western Canada," Szabo said.

Working with the cops

With no liquor licence, the club was essentially an illegal bottle club. Police wouldregularlyshow up, andSzabowould go around warning members to hide their drinks, she recalled.

It was a dangerous period in Calgary's history for the gay community. Gay bashing involvedsevere beatings.

Szabo saidshe developed a rapport with the police.She knew who her regular patrons were, and the cops trusted her to help reduce violent encounters outside the club.

"They said, 'If you say there's people there you don't think should be there, call us, and we'll move them on.' And they did," she said.

The club operated for nearly 10 years.

2017 grand marshal

These days, Szabo is as busy as ever.

The 81-year-oldleads a seniors lesbian group at the Kerby Centre. She walks her dog and attends rallies on her motorcycle.

When she was asked to be the grand marshal in this year's Calgary Pride Parade, Szabo didn't say yes right away.

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"Once I gave it a little bit of thought and got over the shock, I was really proud and honoured to be asked partly for my own ego, and mainly because of the people I worked with [at] Club Carousel back in the '60s."

The other fourfounding directors have all passed away.So has Szabo's husband, Les.He died earlier this year, with Szabo caring for him right to the end.

"He was an exceptional man," Szabo said.

Szabo acknowledges her own life has been rather exceptional too, but she says she just lived it one day at a time. Sheencourages others, especially the younger generation, to do the same.

"Just live your life, and don't be so sensitive to names. Names don't mean a thing.You are who you are."

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