Exiled Colombians in Canada share stories of death threats, violence that made them flee home

Elsi Angulo never expected to have to leaveher homeland of Colombia and live in exile.

After years of hard work,she became one of the few Afro-Colombians to work at the attorney general's office as a prosecutor. But when she was onthe verge of sending a corrupt politician to jail,she started to receive death threats and was told that a paramilitary group was goingto kill her.

Like thousands of Colombians, Angulo saw no other option than to pack her bags and leave the country she was so set on improvingbehind.

"It's very terrible to leave your country in this way," Angulosaid. "You leave your life, your country, your family,everything.

"But when this kind of situation happens, the only thing you can do is try to move on."

And in some ways,Angulo saysshe did.

She, her husband and their two children came to London, Ont., and rebuilt their lives from scratch. They worked, their kids went to school, and she was able to pursue another post-secondary degree. The family achieved stability in their livesbut also safety something those who seek refuge do not take for granted.

Now, almost 16 years after being forced to leave Colombia, Angulo, like dozens of other Colombians in Ontario,Quebec, Alberta and British Columbia, is sharing her story with the Canadian arm ofColombia's Truth Commission.

The commission, which works to collect testimonies of Colombians inmore than 20countries, was struck in 2018 as part of the framework of the 2016 peace agreementbetweenthe Colombian government and the Marxistguerilla group known as FARC, or the Revolutionary Armed Forces of Colombia.

The peace accord was signed in hopes of ending five decades of drug-traffic-fuelled armed conflict in the country, which killed more than260,000 peopleand forced thousandsinto exile.

Now they cantalk about it

The commissioncollectsfirst-hand accounts of the consequences of armed conflict, including the experience of those in exile, in an effort to collectively heal, clarifywhat happened during five decades of violence, recognizethe victims, and preventsuch violence from happening again.

Aroundthe world, it's heard testimony about the murder of family members, death threats, kidnapping, torture, sexual violenceand blackmail.

"A lot of people had to leave Colombia under duress ... and their whole lives were put into a complete disarray, and there's no real recognition that that happened,"said Sheila Gruner, an associateprofessor in the Department of Community Economic and Social Development at Algoma University in Sault Ste. Marie, Ont., who is also one of the provincial co-ordinators for the commission's Ontario wing.

"They've never had a chance to say, 'Oh my God, do you know how hard it was to leave under those conditions?' Andnow they have the chance to talk about it. This is the step where what has happened is being recognized."

According to the commission, Canadaisnow hometo the third-largest number of Colombians who have fled because of internal armed conflict.

"The experience of people who had to leave the country is such a huge, important part of [the consequences of armed conflict in Colombia], and those voices havehistorically been, perhaps,the most invisible," Gruner said.

While Angulomade a new life in Canada, she said, there will always be a part of herthat wishesto make things better for those she left behind.

"You can start a new lifelike I did in Canada, but it's not like 'OK, now I'm in a different country, and that's it.' No, you are also in the country where you were born because your story started there and you have your family there," she said.

"It's difficult to explain, but the people who are outside of Colombia, I think, are the people who really want the country to be fixed. That way, at least, they can go back to visit and also know that [their] family is OK."

Armed violence isn't over

Gruner said those,like Angulo, who have told their truth in front of the commission, do so wanting to help reconstruct peace in the countrywhile knowing that uncertainty lies ahead.

"After [the interviews], people express feeling a little bit lighter and being happy [they were]able to contribute, but it's not always this big catharsis people may think," Gruner said.

Despite thepeace agreement that halted conflict with the FARC, other armed groups have fuelled a new spate ofviolence that has led to hundreds of deaths.

On Saturday, eight people were shot to death by an unidentified armed group in a drug-trafficking area in southwestern Colombia.

Gruner said knowing that people are still dying at the hands of these groupscauses mixedemotions for those telling their stories now, as they recognize that armed violencehas yet to cease.

"Everyone wants to contribute to the construction of a peaceful society ...but there are a lot of questions of where do we go from here."

Final report due next year

The commission's Ontario section,made up of about 40 Canadian and Colombian volunteers, has just wrapped up collecting testimonies and will now focus on filing a report oftheir findings. A final report, which will have the findings of commissions from across the world, willbe released next year.

The goal is to look at the patterns of victimization, explain the violence that people have facedand set out collective responsibilities to help ensure that violence isn't repeated.

"I think it's important that we had the chance to tell our story to heal some traumas, but, ultimately, I hope that from telling them, the younger generation in Colombia can live in peace," Angulo said.