Exhibit at Brandon gallery offers portal into lives of incarcerated artists

For years, southwestern Manitobaartist Brian Moran denied his artistic abilities, even though he says every time he picked up a paintbrush, itsoothed his soul.

While he has dabbled in the arts for many years, he would throw his creationsaway before anyone could see them.

"I didn't think it was good enough," Moran said.

Moran is now part of a weekly art get-together with other menat theMen's Resource Centre at Brandon's John Howard Society which works with people who have been involved in the justice system, including those who have been incarcerated.

The experience has helped boost his confidence and given him a platform for his art, says Moran, who spent time in jailin his early 20s.

While he was incarcerated he would draw, he said, but it was difficult because he associated the images he created with being locked up.

"I ended up ... taking that picture off the wall because I didn't wanna go back to see it again."

Moran says he used to be a really angry person, but art has helped bring him peace.

"I'll tell you, it's a stress reliever," he said. "It also gives me the ability to take away a lot of anger that I have and it keeps me calm.

"Sometimes I'll be mad. Then I startdrawing. It just takes it away."

One of his paintings was on display this week with other Men's Resource Centre artists for an eventat the Art Gallery of Southwestern Manitoba in Brandon.

The event was held in connection witha current exhibit at the gallery called "Pathway to Change: Artwork by Incarcerated Persons in Manitoba,"curatedby the Manitoba Multifaith Council Justice and Corrections Committee.

TheMen's Resource Centre artwork, including Moran's, was displayed as a one-off supplement to the exhibit on Thursday, whenBernie Mullins, a chaplains co-ordinator with the government ofManitoba, held aworkshopto talk about the exhibit.

All 38 pieces of its pieceswere created by youth and adults currently incarcerated in Manitoba.

Looking at the pieces, guests can find the "story within the story," gaining a glimpse into the life of those who are incarcerated, Mullins said during his presentation, and discover"the meaning of the spiritual change from a unique group of people whose voices are not always heard."

Linda Johnston, who works withthe John Howard Society's reintegration services, described theexhibit as an opportunity for the community to understand the experience and feelings of people in the criminal justice system.

"Art impacts people and ... it can be a way to healing," Johnston said. "[It can] maybe build that understanding ... that we're all people, we're all on that pathway to change."

Hosting the exhibit at the Brandon art gallery takes away some of thestigma associated with incarceration, she said, and can foster a better understanding of the artists' experiences.

"Most of the folks that I've met in custody, they tell me this story of trauma," she said. Art "gives people a way to work through some of that as they're experiencing their everyday reality in custody."

For the exhibit, inmates were encouraged to think about their "pathway of change" and how their choices affect themselves and their community.

The art they created serves as a vehicle to express these feelingswhile looking toward the future with hope, said Johnston.

Lucie Lederhendler, the art gallery's curator, said the event was anopportunity for the gallery to share "stories that don't get told very much" but that are "intensely personal," even though the submissions were anonymous.

The gallery's goal was to curate a show that helped people "understand that link between the social issues that this exhibition is addressing and the actual artwork that they can see with their eyes,"Lederhendlersaid.

"It's about expressing optimism, concerns, hopes, fears, through art practices."

Moran said the encouragement he has received in Brandon is helping keep him on this path, because he has been ableto connect with his community.

It's hard to fully embrace his craft as currently doesn't have a home, and isstaying at Brandon's Safe and Warm Shelter. But he hopes to one day get a grant to create his own studio.

The encouragement he's getting now gives him"a lot more incentive to do more," Moran said.

"I've had this talent all my life and I never really took full advantage of it," he said.

"The people, you know, telling me it's good ... makes me feel good."