Residential school survivor says Canada not ready for reconciliation

Residential School Survivor Gerry Shingoosewants people to know what residential schooling did to her. That's why she attendedthe Truth and Reconciliation Commission eventat the University of Winnipeg.

"They need to know what happened in there on a daily basis," said Shingoose.

She was fiveyearsold when a priesttook her from her parents and to the Muscowequan Residential School in Saskatchewan. Shingoose was born in Manitoba, butwas living in Hudson Bay, Sask, while her father worked in a bush camp.

"It was a beautiful drive, I never saw the land like that before," said Shingoose with a smile.

She remembers driving down a long road lined with trees on both sides whenshe arrived at a big building. She walked up a set of stairs and saw the women in black.

"They came and grabbed us," Shingoosesaid, adding her brother was taken by a man. She andher sister went with the nuns.

"They made us line up on the stairs," remembers Shingoose. "I got to the top, they were undressing us. They put a bowl on my head and cutmy hair."

Shingoose said she has no idea what was going on because at that time she only spoke Saulteaux. "I didn't understand English, so I got beaten."

Physical Abuse cause hearing damage

Shingoose is open with her experience. She testified twice before the TRC: first in Winnipeg in 2010 at the opening ceremony and again in 2013.

"For eight years, I experienced emotional, mental, physical and sexual abuse."

Shingoose says physical abuse was the worst part of her experience.It left her hard of hearing in both ears.

"I was scared, I was in fear," said Shingoose. "Then on the weekend, I was happy. I didn't have to be in his
classroom."

She says her Grade 3teacher beat her on both sides of her head on a regular basis.

"I was failed in Grade 3and had to go through another year of torture, Monday to Friday," she remembered.

When asked what was the hardest part of her experience, she replied: "The hardest part was leaving my mom and dad. They took that from me."

Ready for reconciliation?

Shingoose says today's event is about closure.

"I shared my truth and I know other survivors shared their truth too," she said, addingJustice Murray Sinclair presenting those truths it is an honour to survivors.

"For years we suffered at the hands of nuns and brothers and priests, we need people to know what happened to us. Canada is responsible, they did this to us."

Shingoose doesn't think Canada is ready for reconciliation.

"It is quite evident now, with the federal government not paying attention to our indigenous missing murdered women and girls, and damaging our mother earth, our lands and our waters," she said.

Shingoose believes that reconciliation will come, when Canada starts paying attention to those issues.