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Music a bridge between identities for Meryem Saci

Montreal singer-songwriter-emcee Meryem Saci tries to blend her North African roots and other African influences with her North American hip-hop upbringing.

Singer-songwriter-emcee Meryem Saci set to launch first solo album

Meryem Saci defies typecasting

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Singer-songwriter and hip-hop artist Meryem Saci says defining her identity is never a one-word answer.

Real Talk on Raceis CBC Montreal's special series exploring personal conversations and experiences around race in the city.


ForMeryemSaci, defining her identity is never a one-word answer.

"More often than not, I just say North African,"she said."Maybe the best thing is Afro-Arabian."

Saci, a Montreal singer-songwriter and hip-hop artist known for her work with the band Nomadic Massive, came to Canada from Algeria as a refugeewhen she was 13, during Algeria'scivil war.

"I think that I found my identity more in Quebec than anywhere else," she said."I've always been a little bit of an outcast in my own country. The way I look was not the accepted standard."

That accepted standard ispart of a post-colonial hangover that places a high value on fair skin, light eyes and European features, according toSaci.

Her curly hair, inherited from her father's southern Algerian people, was just toowild.

"I choose to not hide my hair, neither underhijabor hair relaxers. I just wear it naturally," she said."And that's a huge statement in my country, because that's not accepted. That's made fun of. It's considered unkempt."

An 'exotic thing'

On her upcoming solo album, her first, Meryem Saci tries to fuse sounds from all over Africa, including her native Algeria, into North American hip hop. (Ainslie MacLellan/CBC)
Sacifelt more accepted in Canadabut still faced a lot of confused looks from people who tried to suss out her ethnic origins. She often gets mistaken for Latin American.

"I don't look like a typical Muslimwoman, and I don't look like a typical Arabwoman."

That incognito status, she said, means that she's often not as subject to negative attitudes that others may face.

"My Algerian sisters and Moroccan sisters or Muslim sisters who decide to wear the headscarfhave shown me that I'm in a position of privilege in this society because they can't identify my religion by looking at me."

"I've seen it through the looks of people," she said. "I've seen it in the way they struggle with their workforce where they consistently have to prove they're nice people, that they're not submissive, that they're thinking for themselves."

Still,Sacisaid she struggled for a long time to feel at homeanywhere, because she felt like "an exotic thing" both in Algeria and in Quebec.

"Because you're not white in a white world.You're not really black, but you're part of that world, but you're not fully black. You're not really Arab to the Arab world ... and within your own country, you don't look like what you're supposed to look like."

Music 'therapeutic'

Montreal singer-songwriter-emcee Meryem Saci says she struggled to feel "at home" in her native Algeria or in Canada, despite feeling accepted here. (Ainslie MacLellan/CBC)
Sacisaid music has been a way for her to build a bridge between all of the facets of her identity.

In her upcoming solo album, hermusic is firmly rooted in North Americahip hop, soul, R&Bbut she fuses in rhythms and sounds from all over Africa, including her native Algeria.

"These are [sounds] that make me feel at home and that speak to me loud," she said.

While she sometimes deals with expectations from fans who want to hear a more traditional sound, she said her music helps her "detach from all these labels."

"It's actually a therapeutic thing to have music in my life," she said. "To have had the possibility to express all of what makes me as an individual, that is not limited to where I come from, my race, or the religion I was born into."