Survivor of Quebec City mosque shooting doesn't believe shooter is remorseful

Being able to lift up his five-year-old son is just one of the things Aymen Derbali is aching for, and can no longer do on his own.

The 41-year-old, who became tetraplegic after being struck by seven bullets,hopes the man responsiblewill receive a sentence that reflects the magnitude of the crime he committed.

"He terrorized an entire population;in that sense this was a terrorist attack," Derbali said during the sentencing arguments for Alexandre Bissonnette, which continued in Quebec City on Monday.

Bissonnettepleaded guilty in March tosix counts of first-degree murder and six counts of attempted murder. He was not handed aterrorism-related charge.

Derbali was the first survivor of the deadly shooting at the Quebec City mosque to describe during sentencing how the shooting shattered the life he knew.

One of the 48 bullets Bissonnette fired that night hit Derbali's spinal cord, where it is still lodged to this day.

He said it is difficult to accept that his reduced mobility will likely prevent him from ever going back tohis hometown, asmall village in southern Tunisia.

"I will never be able to fall asleep in my home country again."

Could have left more victims

Derbali saidhe arrived late for the Sunday evening prayer on Jan. 29, 2017, and took his usual place at the back of the room.

When he heard gunshots ring out, he turned and saw Bissonnette, "determined, professional, he wasn't moving," Derbali told Quebec Superior Court Justice Franois Huot Monday afternoon.

"He was determined to kill us all," he said.

Derbali said the outcome could have been much worse if the semi-automatic rifle Bissonnette had brought to the mosque hadn't jammed, preventing him from firing up to 30 bullets at a time, before having to reload.

"He could have killed many more people," Derbali said, who fell to the ground after being shot in the leg.

The father of threetried, but failed, to reach Bissonnette, who reloaded his gun and fired at him six more times.

Doesn't believe regrets

After hearing Bissonnette read a statement in March, where he said he regretted his "senseless act,"Derbali said he didn't believe "for a second"that Bissonnette was sincere.

"It was probably to try and get a bit of compassion from the public, from citizens, saying he regretted what he did," Derbali told Huot.

When the judge asked Derbali what kind of sentence he thought he should serve Bissonnette, Derbali asked him to take into account the fact the attack wascarefully planned.

Evidence presented in court earlier Monday showed Bissonnette compulsively scoured the Facebook page and website of the Quebec Islamic Cultural Centre in the month leading up to the attack, 12 times only in the hours before the shooting.

A report by Bissonnette's liaison officer, presented in court on Monday, also revealed the 28-year-old idolized mass killers and had wanted to carry out a shooting sincehigh school.

"I could have gone out and killed anyone, I wasn't targeting Muslims. I just wanted glory," Bissonnette told his liaison officer Guylaine Cayouette, during a meeting on Sept. 20, 2017.

Derbali said the fact that the mosque's doors were open to the public made the worshippers an easy target.

"He took advantage of ournaivet, truly,"Derbalisaid.

The 41-year-old, who moved from Tunisiato study in Quebec City in 2001, said he is now determined to continue the humanitarian work he dedicated much of his life to.

Before adjourning the day's hearings, Huot made a point of congratulating Derbali for his courage.

"Despite all your suffering, and all your challenges, you still want to give to humanitarian causes," Huot said.

"We should all learn from this," Huot concluded.

More victims are expected to testify over the coming days, as Huotdetermines when Bissonnettewill be eligible for parole.