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After a decade of hard-fought sobriety, this woman has learned there is hope for anyone

At more than a decade sober, Angela Shortall is trying to find work. Her journey to sobriety started after prison time and an overdose. In a sit-down interview with The Signal, she says she wants other to hear her story and to know there is hope for them.

In The Signal's ongoing series on perserverance, Angela Shortall says if she can do it, anyone can

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When Angela Shortall was trying to get sober, she says, she felt very alone and didn't think anyone would have patience for her going through the process. If it weren't for the support she received from her boyfriend, she says, she wouldn't have made it. (John Pike/CBC)

Angela Shortall remembers the turning point in her life.

A car crash in her teenage years left the St. John's woman with a considerable amount of pain, she says, and people didn't believe her when she tried to explain her agony. Then one day, she says, a friend offered her a line of ground-upPercocet.

"I ended up dying, basically. I overdosed. My heart stopped and I got brought back."

The pain went away, but Shortall went from that one line to as much as30 pills a day. Her dependency grew to injecting morphine and the opioid Dilaudid. Eventually she started using cocaine.

"You'll do things for the cocaine and for the hit you never, ever thought you would do. Never," she said.

In a recent interview with The Signal's Adam Walsh, Shortall shared the details of how addictions have impacted her life, her journey back to sobriety and her hopes for finding employment again. It'spart of the show's ongoing serieson perseverance. Each interview introduces people to someone in the province who shares their journey and how they are navigating it.

"Drugs are very much not cheap," said Shortall. She ended up shoplifting to cover the cost of her addiction, leading to time in prison.

"I really didn't think there was any hope left for me because I was a hard ticket," she said.

Her drug use continued until she overdosed. She survived itbut realized she might not come back from another one, so she found a doctor who "was a real hard-ass" and helped her with recovery.

On top of that, she went from thinking she was alone in life to realizing she did in fact have people who cared for her.

"When I was trying to get sober, I felt very, very alone because I couldn't be around the people that I used to hang around with, and I thought nobody would have the patience to deal with me while I was getting sober."

Shortall's boyfriend did, in fact, have the patience to be there as she recovered.

He brought her to and from her methadone appointments and stayed with her through it all.

"He's the reason I made it," she said.

Looking for work

Today Shortall is looking for work but it's a tough task.

"It's hard finding a job when you are a recovered drug addict who has been out of work for so long because people, you know, want toknow why there's a big gap in your resum," she said.

"There's a lot of things that count against me, even though when I was working and when I do work, I am a good worker."

WATCH | Angela Shortall shares how she moved out of addiction and into recovery:

Drugs. Prison. Pain. Now sober, Angela Shortall says never, ever give up

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Looking for work can be a struggle. But Angela Shortall says its especially hard for her. She has a decade-long gap on her resum, and what went on during those years was hard. But she isnt letting that time define her life. And as she tells CBCs Adam Walsh, host and producer of The Signal, she wont give up.

These days Shortall also thinks about folks who feel like she once did:helpless and she has a message for them.

"I want people to know that you might feel like there's no hope out there for you, and that you cannot get better, but you can. and I know you can because I did it. And if I can do it, absolutely anybody can do it."

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With files from The Signal