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N.L. trans veteran feels unwelcome at Remembrance Day events

A trans woman who did tours of duty as a member of the Canadian Forces says Remembrance Day ceremonies near her home community aren't the place for her because of the harassment she receives there.

Leigh Gilbert of Green's Harbour says she hasn't found acceptance in her community

Two images, what appears to be a man in military uniform, and a woman in a raincoat.
Leigh Gilbert served in the Canadian Forces. She came out as a trans woman after leaving the military. (Submitted by Leigh Gilbert)

A trans woman who served in the Canadian Forces says she won't be marking Remembrance Day at a cenotaph or other public eventbecause she feels unwelcome in her community.

As a soldier for 15 years, Leigh Gilbert of Green's Harbour, on the western Avalon Peninsula, did tours of duty overseas in the former Yugoslavia and Afghanistan.

She didn't come out as a trans woman while she was in the militarybecause of how she feared she would be viewed, but even now, in the area where she grew up, she still feels that she's not accepted.

"I deal with daily harassment, abuseand bullying," said Gilbert. "There is no place to feel at home, like a normal veteran."

Gilbert said the harassment usually takes the form of people yelling transphobic statements at her, sometimes while she's out for her daily walks.

"Having served your country and going through so much, and just daily abuse on top of it, it can be really hard sometimes," said Gilbert.

Support from comrades

When she was in the Canadian Forces, Gilbert served as an armoured reconnaissance soldier in the former Yugoslavia and as a tank commander in Afghanistan.

"It was a very masculine, macho job, especially in a combat unit like mine, very conservative, not really into people being different," said Gilbert. "I definitely didn't feel I could keep my career and be myself."

Butsince coming out as a trans woman, she's been surprised by the kindness and support from the people with whom she served.

"It was mind-blowing to see these very masculine men say, 'Hey, Leigh, as long as you're happy, we are behind you,'" said Gilbert.

A person in uniform, inside a military tank, looking up at the camera.
Leigh Gilbert is pictured as a tank driver in 2000, early in her military career. (Submitted by Leigh Gilbert)

Moving on

Gilbert says she suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder as a result of her time in Afghanistanand is getting counselling to deal with her traumas.

As a soldier, she said, shehad to take human lifeand had comrades in battle die in her arms.

Butthe mistreatment andharassment she suffersas she goes about her daily life just adds to her trauma.

"As a trans woman, I've sort of had to move on from that portion of my lifeand just sort of focus on myself and my own well-being," said Gilbert.

Gilbert said she's making plans to move from Green's Harbour to a larger centre.

Finding a way to mark the day

Remembrance Day and the entire week leading up to it is hard for many veterans, including Gilbert.

On Nov. 11inpast years, she said, she's stayed home alone and drank too much alcohol. This year, with the guidance of her mental health team, she's made a plan to do something more positive, but it still won't involve wearing a uniform and going to a local cenotaph.

Instead, Gilbert said she'll spend a quiet day on the East Coast Trail, hiking and reflecting.

"I'm definitely going to have a couple of moments thinking about a lot of the really amazing men and women who put down their life for Canada," said Gilbert.

"These people were true heroes, and it was an absolute honour to ever have been in their presence," she said.

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