College in the city didn't work for me. I needed to be in my community

This First Person article is the experience of Ethan MacLeod, a graduate of the first cohort of the Iyeskuwiiu Springboard to Diploma of College Studies program.

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The first time I heard about theIyeskuwiiuprogram, which means "to get ready" in East James Bay Cree, was when my mom told me about it in the living room.

A few months earlier, I had moved backhometo Mistissini, a First Nations community near the southeast corner of Lake Mistissini, the largest natural lake in Quebec.

I tried to study a music program at Algonquin Collegenear Ottawa, which I loved, but it did not work out for me. After threemonths in the city, I was depressed and isolated because of the pandemic. I was also homesick,and lonely.

Back home atmy parents, working a job I had no passion for, I was anxious to move on with my life and continue my education.

The Iyeskuwiiu Springboard to Diploma of College Studies Program isa one-year, online and in-personprogram run by the Cree School Board and John Abbott College.I could attend most classes online in Mistissini and would get to travel to other Cree communities for some in-person Cree culture classes on the land.

Isaw it as a chance and opportunity to continue my education and to prove to myself that I am capable.

After not completing my last program, I felt I failed myself. I saw this as a big challenge that I was ready for. I did not want to fail myself again.

Being around friends and family in Mistissini helped me focus on my studies, which I am thankful for.

Our studies began at the beginning of August 2021 and ended in May 2022. Throughout the program, I made new friends who logged on from different Cree communities in James Bay. All the classes were done through Microsoft Teams, which I was fine and familiar with.

In the middle of the second semester, on March 8, I became a new father with the birth of my daughter, Nevaeh MacLeod. Everything at the time was perfect. I was able to focus on my studies and take care of my newborn baby with the help of my family and my community.

The Iyeskuwiiu program helped me a lot.

It helped me develop necessary skills to prepare me for post-secondary, while getting community college level credits and staying in my home community.

On-the-land Cree culture courses

Part of the curriculum included learning about my Cree culture, which definitely takes the spotlight!I feel like that was an opportunity I could not take for granted.

The most memorable part of the Cree culture studies for me was skinning a beaver, because I hadn't done that before. It was a lot of fun! It happened at a camp near Ouj-Bougoumou, another Cree community. Each of my classmates had a different experience with the beaver. I skinned it, another gutted it, and another cleaned it. Afterwards, a camp worker cooked the beaver for all of us to enjoy!

It was also a perfect opportunity for everyone to get to know each other. It was a bit awkward at first because we always saw each other virtually, but eventually, everyone was comfortable. It was very important for students to be able to socialize and connect.

Throughout my experience at Algonquin College during the pandemic, I was lonely because classeswere online and I could not find a chance to connect with my classmates.

After completing thisprogram and along with raising a new family, I now want to continue my studies. With my experience from both Algonquin and John Abbott, I feel more confident about my future and facing the challenges that are ahead of me, whatever they may be.

WATCH | The Cree School Board celebrates the first graduates of theIyeskuwiiuprogram

What I want to say to those that are interested in this program is to follow your own path. Sure you can plan it out, but unexpected things can happen. Positive or negative.

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