'Everybody has miserable moments': Island 'farm mama' talks about life beyond Instagram filters

Spring is not the season of sunshine and budding trees and warm breezes, at least not if you are farm mom, Sally Bernard.

She wrote a blog post this week called Farm Mamas: Stop trying harder about some of the challenges she faces in spring time on her family's organic grain and livestock farm in Freetown, P.E.I.

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Bernard owns Barnyard Organics in Freetown, P.E.I., and is also the unelected agriculture criticin the shadow cabinetof the P.E.I. Green Party.

'A good heaving cry'

In her post, Bernard jokes about the stereotype of farm women in social media "rosy-cheeked, denim-clad, happy women with their hands in the soil, making a difference in the world, maybe even a baby on their back."

"That I live some enchanted life with four, dancing, perfect children and hens that peck peacefully at my passing by as I sing hymns and toss glitter feed into the air."

She admits to feeding into the image with some of her own posts with "lovely filtered light photos and clever hash tags".

The reality, she said, is much different.

"To know that a good heaving cry is not only good, it's necessary this time of year," she wrote in the post. "That feeling like dropping all the balls is also going to happen. That the weather will be cold and miserable and seeds will rot in the ground."

'Things are not always smooth and wonderful'

One of Bernard's intentions with the post was to offer comfort to other farm women, in the same shoes, or in this case, rubber boots.

"At least within the small organic community, there are a few young women farmers with young kids who, I think, look up me and my husband and think we're doing some amazing things," she said.

"I just wanted them to know that we have our down times and things are not always smooth and wonderful."

Instagram, she says, is not reality.

"Because I had heard from a couple of women over the past month feeling stress about this not working or that not working," she said.

"And I was thinking, I hope they know that everybody has miserable moments."

An onslaught

Spring is a busy time on the Bernard farm.

"There's a lot of pressure and you're still just waking up from the hibernation of winter and it's an onslaught," she said.

"It's intense and I don't know that everybody quite gets it."

Bernard suggested spring is even harder than harvest time.

"There's this joke about harvest widows, that the men are always in the field in the fall and we don't really see them until harvest is over," said Bernard.

"But I don't think that people think about it in the spring so much because spring is so happy and lovely and new life and pretty flowers."

"I find it much harder than harvest because everything has to happen and everything is pushing you."

Struck a chord

Bernard's post has struck a chord, not just with farm women and the response has been much bigger than she expected.

"I thought it would resonate with a few people, I didn't know it would resonate with as wide of a circle as it did," she said.

"Spring can be hard for a lot of people and a lot of moms are doing a lot, whether it's farm-related or not."

She also appreciated the comments on the post from women, also farmers, who are going through the same thing, or did years ago, and made it through.

"It's reassuring in a way," said Bernard.

"You know it, but it's good to hear it."

Advice from mom

Even some advice from her mom.

"I actually wrote a note to my mom last night saying, just in case you read the blog, I just want you to know that I'm okay," said Bernard.

"And then I put in brackets: although being a farm mom yourself you know that with a good night's sleep, there's a new perspective the next day."

She admitted she didn't fully understand how her own mother juggled life on a farm and raising a family.

"It is certainly eye opening now having four little kids and also trying to run part of the farm myself, it is an eye opener every day," she laughed.

'It's OK to let it all go'

Bernard admits she doesn't have a helpful list of "a farm mama's tips on how to survive the spring."

But she does have one key piece of advice: "It's OK to let it go. You don't have to do it all."

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