'He loved the farm': A bitter harvest for family of youngest Humboldt Broncos victim

Following the death of his 16-year-old son in the Humbolt Broncos bus crash, Russell Herold is having trouble focusing on the harvest.

His son, Adam, used to sit with him during 18-hour-work days driving a combine to harvest fields of red lentil and grain on the family's 3,500-acre farm near Montmartre, Sask.

This year, the buddy seat is empty, the days seem longer and Heroldis worried about what will happen to the family farm without his son.

"It's hard to put your heart and your mind into what you're doing," he said. "You're mentally drained every day."

Adam was killed on April 6, when a bus carrying the Humboldt Broncos hockey team collided with a semi-trailer, approximately 30 kilometres south of Nipawin, Sask.

This is the first harvest season his parents, Russell and Raelene, are without him.

"It's just a constant reminder all day, every day that he was there," Russell Herold said of the harvest season."He would've been driving that truck or he would've been cutting that crop."

"Now you think: what is the succession [plan] on your farm."

'Where would've Adam pushed the farm?'

Russell and Raelene expected Adam would have a successful hockey career, then return to take over the family farm. Now, the farm's futureis uncertain.

Adam was the youngest of the 16 victims, and a newcomer to the Broncos.

He was only on the bus that fateful day because he was talented enough, as 16-year-old, to be called up to the junior hockey team to help the older players with their playoff run after his AAA season ended with the Regina Pat Canadians.

"What happens on your farm going forward?" wonderedHerold."Where would've Adam pushed the farm?"

The semi-trailer driver involved in the collision, 29-year-oldJaskiratSinghSidhuof Calgary, has been charged with 16 counts of dangerous operation of a motor vehicle causing death and 13 counts of dangerous operation of a motor vehicle causing bodily injury.

Family taking legal action

The Herolds are pursuing legal action against Sidhu, who they allege was inadequately trained byhis employer,AdeshDeolTrucking Ltd. They allege Sidhu"intentionally, recklessly and/or negligently" drove his truck through the intersectionwithout regard for its warning lights and stop sign. The bus had the right of way.

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The family is also naming AdeshDeolTrucking as a co-defendant in their lawsuit because it allowed Sidhu "to drive a route that he had never travelled before." They're also suing the manufacturer of the Broncos team bus cited by lawyer KevinMelloras "John Doe Bus Manufacturer Ltd." for making defective product . They say theroof detached, players were ejected and the bus lacked seatbelts or safety harnesses.

None of the allegations have been proven in court.

"It's about making changes," saidHerold. "None of this is going to bring Adam back, I don't think any one in this province or this country needs to go through this again."

Named after his grandfather who bought the land in 1957, Adam would've been the third generation to take over the Herold farm.

"He was a smart, humble kid who always had a smile," said Herold.

"He was a good partner for me to have because he kept his dad on a straight andlevel and brought the best out of everybody. He could always could find a silver lining in everything he did."

'He loved the farm and he'dwant it to get done'

The Herolds have an older daughter, but the family is not sure she will return to the operations since she is studying business in university.

They say neighbours have come by to help, but every one is busy with their own work during harvest season.

It's no easy feat to gather bushels of grain, oil seeds, pulses and cereal without Adam, whosefavourite job they say was to combine the fields.

"You might get a little break here or there," Herold said of farming during the harvest. "Ten or 15 minutes, but I think of him every hour of the day ... You're so connected because you live where you work. Everything has a connection."

He is reminded of Adam everywhere he turns on theproperty from the silver grain bins that they built to the land that they snowmobiledon together during the winter.

Still, hecarriesonto honour hisson.

"You just think he loved the farm and he'd want it to get done so you just look at a picture of him and you just push through for this year," said Herold.

"Somehow, you get it done."