Gwyneth Paltrow opened up about her looks, the aging process and struggling with her identity as she gets older on a recent episode of Goops new podcast, The Beauty Closet .

Ive always felt so funny about my looks, the Iron Man actress told Goop editors Jean Godfrey-June and Megan ONeill. I think that its very rare to think that youre a beautiful person, and so, I feel like every other woman like, I dont see that when I look in the mirror.

The Goop founder added that though she doesnt always see herself as beautiful, other people have considered her that which she says is a weird thing to be as she gets older.

I think when you come to age, if you have this broad identity as that, what does it mean to get wrinkles and, like, get closer to menopause, and all these things? she pondered. What happens to your identity as a woman if youre not fuckable and beautiful?