Crystal Hefner is painting an image of life with Hugh Hefner thats downright creepy.

On Monday, the widow of the Playboy founder released her memoir, Only Say Good Things: Surviving Playboy and Finding Myself. According to an excerpt published in the New York Post , Hefner writes that her late husband used to film powerful people having sex without their consent, and that she only found out about it after discovering little spy holes cut into a wooden panel at the foot of his bed.

When I asked him about them, he just shrugged, Hefner wrote in her memoir.

The excerpt continues:

But what are they for? I asked.

I used to do a lot of filming, he said proudly. VHS. I had hours of video, hundreds of sexy tapes.

According to the Post, when Hefner asked her husband if the subjects of these tapes knew they were being recorded, he responded with: Its my bedroom. My house.