Jennifer Lopez is getting candid about how becoming acquainted with her postpartum body left her feeling emotional about her looks.

The Grammy-nominated singer revealed Sunday that she felt uncertain after welcoming her twins , Maximilian and Emme, back in 2008.

While presenting her personal trainer, Tracy Anderson, with the Outstanding Achievement in Fitness award at the Daytime Beauty Awards, J.Lo gushed about how Anderson ultimately helped her rediscover herself.

Ive been doing a lot of reflection lately, revisiting the past versions of myself to fully embrace the me of now, J.Lo said during the ceremony, E! News reports.