Vanessa Bryant paid homage to the fourth anniversary of Mamba Day Kobe Bryant s final NBA game with the Los Angeles Lakers with a heartfelt post about his too short retirement and the senseless death of both her husband and the couples teenage daughter, Gianna.

The mother of four on Monday posted a clip of that final NBA game with an emotional caption: My husband worked his ass off for 20 years. Gave it his all. All he wanted was to spend time with our girls and me to make up for lost time.

He wanted to be there for every single milestone and special moment in our girls lives, she wrote, noting that he only got to enjoy 3 years and 9 months of retirement.

But in that time, Vanessa wrote: We had 2 more daughters, he won an Oscar, he opened Granity studios, he became a 5x best selling author and coached Giannas basketball team. ... She worked hard and gave her all 7 days a week just like her daddy.

Referring to the Jan. 26 helicopter crash in which Kobe, 41, Gianna, 13, and seven others were killed as the entourage traveled to a youth game at the NBA legends Mamba Academy in Thousand Oaks, California, she said: I wish I could back to that morning, every day. I wish they had a normal local game on 1/26. Life truly isnt fair.