'Your cowardly attempt to kill me has failed,' Mountie shot in head tells gunman in court

The RCMP officer who was shot by a man while responding to a report of a break-in last summer in western Manitoba says he feels angry and outraged, but fortunate to be alive.

Cpl. Graeme Kingdon addressed the court Thursday morning at the sentencing hearing forTheraeRacette-Beaulieu,who earlier this year pleaded guilty to shooting him in the back of the head last August.

"Your cowardly attempt to kill me has failed for now," Kingdonsaid in a victim impact statement. "You may just get me yet."

Kingdon still has 17 BB-sized pellets lodged in his head and neck, including one that penetrated his skull.

Hewas shot Aug. 29, 2018, nearOnanole, a town about 220 kilometres northwest of Winnipeg, just south of Riding Mountain National Park.

Racette-Beaulieu, who is fromSandy Bay First Nation, wasarrestedalong with three others following a manhunt.

He pleaded guilty in late January to one count of attempted murder,as well as to breaking and entering, stealing firearms and theft of a motor vehicle.

On Thursday, ashackled Racette-Beaulieuwas led into provincial court in Minnedosa for his sentencing hearing.

The Crown is seeking 20 years, less 7.6 months for the time he has already served behind bars.

"I feel angry. I try to tell myself that I wasn't angry,"Kingdontold the court."People asked me if today is going to be emotional. It's not.

"An emotional day is the paramedics having to cut my bloody uniform off while surrounded by armed police officers."

"It's my family racing STARS to Winnipeg to see me before I die," Kingdon added."It's my wife trying to figure out what to tell the kids. It's me waking up in hospital and realizing I'm alive. That's an emotional day."

Kingdon described how he now sometimes can't stand without getting dizzy or stumbling. He said he also suffers from headaches from the 17 BB-sized pellets still in his head, which he said also sometimes itch and burn.

His statement was one of nine read Thursday morning. He said he has lost thousands of dollars in income as a result of being shot and he is still unsure whether he'll be able to resume his career as an RCMP officer.

Court heard that Kingdon's life, and the lives of his family members, havebeen drastically altered since the shooting due to his injuries.

"I can't do the things Iused to do," he said. "I couldn't go fishing or hunting this fall. I couldn't cut firewood with my dad.

"I can't play hockey, I can't build a rink for my girls. I can't teach my girls how to ski this winter."

Mother says she felt helpless, angry

Court also heard from a number of Kingdon's family members on Thursday, including his wife,Nakella.

"When I arrived at the hospital, I didn't know what I would find," she said. "What I sawhaunted me."

Kingdon's sister,Jill Kingdon-Mills,is also a Mountie, and though she wasn't at the sceneof the shooting, she also has been unable to return to the job.

When I arrived at the hospital, I didn't know what I would find. What I sawhaunted me.- NakellaKingdon

"I remember my stomach feeling like it had dropped to my toes," she said about the moment she learned what had happened.

A 14-year member of the RCMP, Kingdon-Millstold court she was on summer holidays, visiting the family farm in Manitoba, at the time.

"Telling my parents what happened was horrible," she said. "All I was able to tell them was there had been shots fired.The shock and hurt on their faces will never leave my mind."

She said she acted on adrenalineafter getting a call with the news.

"I was sick with worry that my parents would not get to see him before he died," said Kingdon-Mills. "I found that I had one job to do and that was to get Nakella and my parents to the hospital in Winnipeg."

Kingdon's mother, Gaileen Kingdon, told court she and her husband, Ron, were frantic.

"We did not know if our son was dead or alive, or dying," she said.

"We were so helpless and at the same time, so terribly angry that someone would commit such a stupid and senseless act."

That helpless feeling lingered for a long time, she said, and the anger remains.

"The impact of this hateful crime has left me angry and bitter against a society that cannot see the value of or appreciate its police officers," she said.

"This shooting has far-reaching and long-lasting ramifications far more than the guilty will experience."

'Iknew I was watching my partner die'

Kingdon's partner, Const. MitchThompson, also read an impact statement Thursdaymorning. He said he still lives with the psychologicaleffects of the shooting.

"Ican see Graeme standing on that hill, head covered in blood. I can feel the force of the shot that missed me," he said. "I canfeel the fear and disbelief."

Thompson recounted how he felt his phone vibrating in his pocket while he was trying to protect Kingdon, knowing it was his wife texting him.

As much as he wanted to text her back to say he loved her, Thompson said, he knew he couldn't because doing sowould leave himand Kingdon at risk of further harm.

"I can't describe the helplessness I felt that night," Thompson added. "Iknew I was watching my partner die."

Crime spree

Court heard the night of the shooting began with a crime spree thatstarted in the rural municipality of Portage la Prairie.

A homeowner found Racette-Beaulieu and someone else on his property when he arrived home and was attacked and hit over the head with rake.

Racette-Beaulieuand his accomplice then stole the homeowner's truck and drove away, court was told. They next went to a property near Onanole, where firearms and ammunition were stolen.

Following that, the owner of another propertyin the area saw a group of men on his propertyand called police. The man was not home at the time but saw the intruders on a security camerahe could remotely access.

That's where Kingdon and Thompsonmet up with the truck, at about 9:30 p.m.

Shots fired from hill

Crown attorney Mike Himmelmansaid Kingdon rammed the front of the truck, pushing it into a hole. Three men in the truck jumped out and ran into the nearbybushes, court heard.

Shortly after, three shotswere fired from a hill and Kingdon was hit in the back of the head.

The shooting sparked a manhunt that ended the next afternoon in Neepawa. By the time it was done,four men had been arrested.

Three other men, all from from Portage la PrairieTommy Edward Beaulieu, 21, Shane Donovan Beaulieu, 30, and Delaney Marcus Houle, 23 werecharged with two counts each of breaking and entering, possession of property obtained by crime over $5,000andweapons-related offences.

They have yet to enter pleas and are due in Brandon provincial court next week.

'A tragic case'

Racette-Beaulieu's defence lawyer, Andrew Synyshyn, soughta 16-year prison sentence for his client.

Synyshyn saidRacette-Beaulieu's upbringingand his parents' and grandparents' involvement in the residential school system were partially to blame for the person he is today.

"This is a young man, atransitional youth someone who is barely over 18," he said.

"His youth is a huge factor.This is a tragic case."

He called the shooting a callous and heinousact, and agreed that a strong message of deterrence needs to be sent.

Himmelman said Racette-Beaulieu's actions were fuelled by cocaine and methamphetamine use, as well as alcohol.

The Crown attorney said Racette-Beaulieuhas so far shown no remorse and that even though he is only 18, he had been entrenched in a violent criminal lifestyle and had gang affiliations.

Racette-Beaulieu was angry with police and hispast dealings with law enforcement were rough, Himmelman said.

"He presents a clear danger to society."

Kingdontold the court he wants to see the maximum possible sentence imposed.

"This is a bigger issue than my injuries and feelings," he said."It's also bigger than the offender. Bigger than his individual punishment and his prospects for rehabilitation.

"If the sentence doesn't denounce or deter this behaviour to the maximum allowed, it has failed, in my mind," he added.

Kingdonalsodenounced the handling of the charges Racette-Beaulieu'sfaced. Initially, he wascharged with two counts of attempted murder, but pleaded guilty to one count for both victims.

"I feel that it has already failed," said Kingdon. "It stinks of a two-for-one deal on police officer's lives."

Judge John Combs has reserved his decision until April 23.